Time travel

When i was in high school, i always want to go to the future to know how's my life gonna be in the future.

As i move on, I found out that my future life is not as easy as i thought it would be.

So i began to wish i can travel back to time to fix thing right, enjoy the crazy moments with them and her.

Even though there are no such things as Time Traveler, i still wishes that some scientist in this world will invent this machine for the humanity to want to fix things right.

But i have been thinking what's the point of thinking and wishing about it, why don't i just move on. But it seems that it's hard to do so when u keep on thinking about the past and it's the past who has been holding u back.

People tend to do the things that they likes to ask the other people not to do. That's humans. We can't deny what we are, who we are and what we are capable of. Even though it's beyond my ability to do so, but still i still wanna push myself and make myself too damn stress.

Even though they doesn't see it physically, i still keep inside my heart. Because by expressing out, they can't help me out entirely. All they can do is advice. In the end, you're the one who are making the call.

Confuse about what i really what. I don't really want to do those