Why Don't You Ever Understand My Situation???

I don't understand what is going on...Am i the one is going insane of having four months of torturing studies or it is just that you wanted me to better which i can't .I really hope that you give me a break , sit down & listen to me ,respect my decision just for once.That's all i wanted .I know i have done some wrong decision .This time i have my own reason for my this decision .I don't wanted to explain to you because i know that no matter how i explain things will not change .

Please...I am a human being not a machine .I have feelings .