well as you can see or hear , i'm having my 1st semester break...Before i started college i had a thought that college won't be that stressful as high school...BUT!!!Things happen in the other way.
When i was in high school i sleep at 11PM...In college i sleep at 3AM or worse still sometimes i don't even sleep AT ALL!!!I had my earliest curfew when i started college which 12AM!!!The reason that i have late curfew is that there is a big bunch of homework waiting for me to be done.When 1 assignment is done another homework or group assignment come again.....But i can deal with it...
Ever since i have started college i have not been hanging out with my high school mates.Sometimes i don't even have a dinner with my fellow course mates...Some of them understand me but some of them said that i was acting hardworking all along...DO YOU EVEN FUCKING KNOW HOW HURT THAT U SAID THAT I WAS PRETENDING TO BE HARDWORKING!!!i doesn't want to argue with you since i doesn't our gang end up like our senior's gang that end up breaking up upon some arguments...DON'T EVEN TRY MY PATIENCE!!!I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I'LL FUCK U UP IF YOU TRY TO GET ON MY NERVE AGAIN!!!
like i said i'm having my 1st semester break currently...I thought i was able to to a break from those exhausting 4 months of studying , model making and more...But NOP!!!Things happen in the other way...my mom FORCE me to WORK even thought it's a 8 days of holiday(excluding Saturday and Sunday)....I thought that i can get 8 hours or more than 8 hours sleep during this semester break...i have to wake up at 7AM now every morning to work...THERE ARE NO FUCKING DIFFERENCE BETWEEN STUDYING IN COLLEGE THAN HAVING SEMESTER BREAK!!!
Mom & Dad i won't blame you since you all ended your education early...All i ever wanted is PLEASE UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION!!!I'M FUCKING STRESS EVEN IT'S HOLIDAY!!!i used to be a psycho gamer but now...I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE MOOD TO PLAY AT ALL....I used to win all the time when i play...But now i'm losing my ability to win a simple game...
I wanted to let everything out and let you know...But i choose not to do so since i'm not the only one having stress in this family...I do hate you all for forcing me to do things that i doesn't want to do...I just wanted this family to be one happy family like we used to be...A family with no misunderstanding and fill with joy all the time....
I DO REALLY NEED A TIME OFF!!!
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