Looking Back

it has all became a past. even i told myself that what has past is a past no use of looking back. but i do now. i hope that i can make it through. lots of hardship has gone through. i learn my mistake. even though i didn't give out 100% and i might not make it through i still hope that i can make it through. please don't give up on me

Stupid Human Being

What really get on my nerve is the word we whereby there's no we.

you have paid not a single contribution at the project AT ALL. i told you and your pathetic friend to did research on that topic which i have tell you what to do. and yet you come up with nothing in 3 week time.

All the reason you tell me are not a reason at all...THOSE ARE FUCKING EXCUSES!!!get real bitch. yeah i did say the word F to you. so what? i don't even care. you know why?

BECAUSE YOU DON'T DESERVE MY RESPECT.

what i really hate is you talk nonsense to me. and yet you say you did research and yet the thing you show to my friend is copy and paste form wikipedia.

does the word documentation mean anything to you. Documentation mean your own research and observation

so FUCK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY.

What Hurt The Most

What hurt more than you know the truth about it.

some said that it's better to live in lies

some said it's better to be truthful

but lies do make one feel better

telling the truth is good but it will hurt the most when the other side learn that it was a lie and don't get the big picture of it.

what does it feel like you can't have something that you want

All you can do it just watch and do nothing

Band New World

Ok. since when is the last time that i posted up a post? dang. have been a long time. Reason behind the it was me being lazy and busy with my daily life

So yeah. New semester has started now it's half of the semester has gone through. Done my design Project 1 & 2. i'm proud to say that i love my Project 2 Light Sculpture Model. It's the 1st model that i actually like since foundation till now. This model is 100% squeeze from my brain matter.







Right before this new semester starts, i have been working in the last semester break. i would say that that semester break work is the most tiring job i ever did. i went to my dad's friend( kinda )'s Architect Firm to work as a part time just to gain some experience and kill my time in the 1 and half month semester break.

And yeah i learnt a lot of things in this 1 and half month time. i thanks my boss and my kind colleagues who guide, taught and being patience with me all the time. And i have zip my mouth about the work i done because it's have private & confidential issue. So yeah, don't try to put a magic on me to split it out.

Haunts

Problem do appear at the bad time. usually it appear when you are too darn free to do or it just pop out when you are way too busy. some of it easy to get rid off and get off your head. some don't. some take a longer time. and yet i'm being haunt by 1 of it....life's imperfect

Non of it happen at the same time

Is this the challenge that god put me into or just another non-of-this-happen-at-right time routine? Everyone tends to become an asshole someday. sometimes wish to kill myself for being such a way.

coward

Coward is not always the way out. a minor problem doesn't make you permenant handicap. is that you doens't have the faith is urself. Faith is essential to everyone in doing anything. Without faith you can't do anything successfully. Faith is self trust in yourself. if you don't have that, you are as good as dead. like Nick Vujicic said ' Consider It As Pure Joy, Whenever You Face Trials Of Any Kinds'

Hell Of A Good Motivation Book